Extreme cute-ness

I went to the pet shop with Jie yesterday, and I swear I saw the CUTEST HUSKY EVER!!! She was so adorably, I wanted to hug her and ever let go. Unfortunately, she was sold to someone in Singapore and would be shipped over in a few days time. Maybe if i go back to the pet shop tmr, I would be able to see her again? I named her Wolfie. haha.

Her fur is sooo soft

anddd

she's such a manja!

She barks and barks to be lifted and when she's being carried, she falls asleep!!!

Just look at her!! goodness, such a baby right?

then again, my heart is loyal to my love

POISON

Yes, my dog's name is Poison.

Why? because her uncle's name was Vemon, and Poison just sounded so right for her.

Guessed what breed I have?

The Doberman

She's gorgeous

Yes, my dog has perfect smooth and shinny skin because SHE EATS THE MOST EXPENSIVE FOOD!!!

No joke.

She's BIG, and fierce to strangers. But once you get to know her, she's as friendly as I can get. Thats if you consider me friendly la. =) haha.

She loves smelly people's crotches, dont ask why. She loves pouncing on people, and licking them. She's selfish with her food, cause when she gets a treat, she takes it FAR AWAY, and hides it. (like as though I want to steal her food). haha.

She's PROTECTIVE. I feel really safe around her.

Anyways,

After the pet shop, we went to Kayu. ahaha

I acted like a total Jakun ok, cause i've honestly never seen SUCH A LONG ROTI TISSUE IN MY LIFE!!!

It doesn't taste as amazing as it looks like, maybe if they added more sugar.

Baby had INDO mee for supper, my sister too. Oh god, we all need to go on a diet!!

Just what I feel

I've been watching this series of Japanese drama for the pass few days, and really.. haha, i have to say, guys should not allow their girlfriends to watch shows like this. Cause after watching, our standard for guys DRASTICALLY CHANGE. Standards become MUCH MUCH HIGHER.


Questions like, "Why are you not like that?" or "What can't you do this for me" or "Can't you be more like him" pops up. haha, I have to say, at the end of the day, we're girls, and we're suckers when it comes to "heart melting".


Seriously, they portray the lead male as THE PERFECT MAN!!! WHEN I SAY HE'S PERFECT, I MEAN PERFECT. FLAWLESS. He's HOT, he's the smartest dude in school, he's damn good in sports, he's damn good in musical instruments, he's tall, he has the perfect hair.. and what girls dream most about, HE ONLY have eyes on ONE GIRL. He really gives NO INTEREST AT ALL in girls around him. Even when they seduce him, he merely just walks off like as though they're invisible. haha, extremely funny. And this girl that he likes, I swear he's willing to take extreme measures for her, even if it means hurting himself.


Back to reality, NO SUCH GUY EXIST!!! THEY'RE ALL DEAD OR GAY!!!


Dude's just too perfect to be true. haha. His name is Usui by the way.


Really, after watching this, I reminds me of how naive I was back then to think that there would be one like that. I remember telling myself how I would like my guy to be, that he must meet these credentials, my standard. That was when my heart was still a whole, intact, with no traces of wounds and scars. That was before I had my heart broken for the very first time.


Along the way, I've learnt that, we can't always get what we want. I mean, Mr. Perfect comes with flaws. And its the flaws that they have that differentiate guys in dramas and in reality right?


haha, honestly, I dont even know whats the point of this post. There isn't a statement that I want to state, I'm just typing out what comes to mind. 


Deep deep inside me somewhere, that little naive kid Carmen is still hoping that the guy she marries would be as the perfect prince she wrote and drew about in her dairy when she was 6 years old.


Haha, I dont know why i'm feeling so flowery inside me. I'm so happy, i'm smiling while writing this post. I guess watching this show makes me feel young again. I'm started to believe in things I believe last time.


I've always been so uptight about so many things, especially for this whole year. I feel as though I've been loading and reloading and reloading myself with ammo every single time. Feels like i'm holding onto handguns, snipers, C4s, grenades strapped around me, carrying a torrent, with a bazooka on my back ALL AT ONCE. Ready to attack anytime soon. Really, its tiring, so very very tiring. (ok, shut up, my metaphor sucks big time, but you get what I'm saying).


Maybe its time for me to let my guard down. Maybe just hold onto a handgun and leave the rest behind. And just walk along?


From time to time, I have people telling me that they admire my optimism. But honestly, as optimistic as I am, i won't deny that I doubt myself as well. We're only human right?


I miss being a kid. And I guess i'm never too old to allow the kid side of me take dominance of me every once in a while. I sound so skitzo now. But yeah, thats my point. 


I guess what I want to say is that, I'm starting to believe in prince charming existing in a world like this now. (although there's a part of me that still says that they don't, cause they're either dead or gay).


This is the result of watching japanese dramas. They screw with your head, mixing up reality and lala land.


oh well, this post is rather contradicting. I dont even remember what I wrote, and what the conclusion I have to this. All I know is that I'm feeling floaty, flowery, butterfly-ish and smiling like a complete idiot now. =)


Oh well, I'll just stop now.

Boxing Day

So, it was dinner at Aunty Eve's place yesterday. Was a BBQ party =)

I'm not gonna talk about much about the party, just look through the pictures alright. =D

BBQ pit

YUMMY

Uncle Bernard, Vincent kor was doing the cooking most of the time

haha, so this was what I got. Plate looks a lil messy but it tasted MARVELOUS!!

lets eat

haha, this was snowball dessert

Coconut Ice Cream

=)

Yummy

(hahaha, Aunty Christine kept spitting out the coconut)

 

Aunty Eve and Aunty Christine

(sister. Look alike?)

haha, so everyone had that camwhoring shot.

Aunty Eve

Couples?

Its always the weird look from the guy first huh? those funny faces!!

dad and mum

Jie and Kor

Haha, Kor REFUSED to do the weird face

 The younger and juicier ones?

 

 Jie and I, Jie and Mum

 Aunty Christine and I

 Aunty Christine and Mum

 Nat

 Mel, Sa, Me, Nat

 CRT

haha, we were getting drunk on nerds yesterday

 Hailey was walking IN AND OUT AND IN AND OUT of the house. haha. SHE'S SO BEAUTIFUL AND MANJA!!!

haha, i wish my dog can go in and out of the house as well

Came home, and I was dead tired. Couldn't take it, and I went to bed before 12.30!!!imagine that. haha, feels good.

Anyways, I had a bad dream last night, and woke up feeling a little crappy. oh well

This sure was a good start for today. Got out of bed, headed for chicken rice with Kor and Jie. Yummy, I miss eating the chicken rice there. =)

I grew up eating in that shop. =D

"Retro-amnesia" 

Re: Write About

Suppose someone gave you a pen -- a sealed, solid coloured pen.

You couldn't see how much ink it had. it might run dry after the first few tentative words or last just long enough to create a mesterpiece or several, that would last forever and make a difference in the scheme of things. you dont know before you begin.

Under the rules of the game, you really never know. you have to take a chance!

Actually, no rule of the game states you MUST do anything. Instead of picking up and using the pen, you could leave it on a shelf or in a drawr where it will dry up, unused.

But if you do decide to use it, what would you do with it? how would you play the game?

Would you plan and plan before you ever wrote a word? Would your plans be so extensive that you never even got to the writing?

Or would you take the pen in hand, plunge right in and just do it, struggling to keep up with the twists and turns of the torrents of words that take you where they take you?

Would you write cautiously and carefully, as if the pen might run dry the next moment, or would you pretend or believe (or pretend to believe) that the pen will write forever and proceed accordingly?

And of what would you write : of love? hate? fun? misery? life? death? nothing? everything?

Would you write just to please yourself? or others? or yourself by writing for others?

Would your strokes be tremblingly timid or brilliantly bold? Fancy with a flourish or plain?

Would you even write? once you have the pen, no rule says you have tow rite. would you sketch? scribble? doodle or draw?

Would you stay in or on the lines, or see no lines at all even if they were there? or are they?

There's alot to think about here, isn't there?

Now, suppose someone gave you a life

Santarina's out to have FUN!

As for Christmas day?

We met up with the boys from singapore (Alex, Deme, Elgene, James and a few more). haha, they drove up all the way from singapore to have lunch at The Apartment. Well, of course they did more than that. It was like a road trip for them I guess. If I'm not wrong, they went to OU, then Petaling Street, drove up to Genting for the night, came back down to KL the next afternoon, drove to Malacca, then headed to PD for the night and going back to Singapore on Monday morning.

Anyhoo,

The Apartment in KLCC

Food was not TOO bad. I still think the one in Curve tasted much better. Not sure why. Although, my steak was really nice. 

Snap shots of them in the car behind us

(Poor Alex wasn't feeling well)

This is like Jie's signature pose. Forever covering her face with her hand

Seriously, I really don't know whats wrong with me. I've been hurting myself all over!!!

First, I almost fell down TWICE in the pasar malam. THANK GOD baby was there to save me!!!

Second, I fell of the bus.

Third, I hit my toe on the frame of my bed SO MANY TIMES THESE DAYS, I lost count.

That scratch is ONE of the marks I got on my legs. This was made because I scratch myself against my cupboard. Hurts like ****. 

Now, its blue, black, red, green, yellow, purple. Freaking rainbow.

Christmas Countdown

I'm having a short break from all the partying at the moment. Ahhh, the amount of hours of sleep I've been getting. Drinking and sleeping late and waking early DOES NOT, go together. Oh well, I had the time of my life during this christmas.

As most of you know, I celebrate Christmas EVERY YEAR!

And this post would be how we did our Christmas Countdown.

Whats christmas without preparations before the party right? 

 I got my sexy santarina outfit

 I did my make up. Didn't wanna go all colourful with the eyes.

Just black and a diamond at the side.

Did make up for Trisha as well. haha, she wanted it.

 Had a little time before the party started

As for the full outfit?

There, I think the dress fits really well.

Not too short, not too exposing, and it FITS WELL.

 Haha, when my mum saw it, my mum said.. I said..

"OOO, emphasizing on the boobs?! BUT YOU DONT HAVE BOOBS?!"

"*slap in the face* look"

"I think I can wear it too"

"CANNOT"

So when I went down, a few people was already here. Some Aunties and Uncles. And really all I could hear was, *snap snap snap* *1 2 3 and smile!!!* yes, they were taking ALOT of pictures without me!!! haha, knowing me, I started taking as well la.

Trisha took this shot

 Trisha and Sarina

When everyone came, the christmas tree was LOADED with presents!!! and this picture above it was ONLY  a SMALL portion of it.

WHATS PARTY WITHOUT FOOD?!!!

Note - MUM LITERALLY COOKED EVERYTHING ON THE TABLE!!! Besides the turkeys (had two on the table)

Queen of the house looking HANDS DOWN HOT!!

MY JIE AND KOR IS HERE FOR CHRISTMAS.

LOVE THEM FOR COMING UP FROM SINGAPORE DURING THIS TIME OF THE YEAR

(THEY'RE ENGAGED!!! WEDDING IS SOON, OMG I CANT WAIT)

 

 HAHA, ok, i dont know why I took close ups of them

No, they were not drunk (On the other hand, I think I was about to be drunk)

hahaha. Daddy looks so funny!

 Sarina and I

 Trisha and I

Rianne was watching The Proposal

 Cousins

(Yes, I'm the eldest)

 Daddy and Mummy

 The two Jia Yi's of the house

 Presents were distributed after COUNT DOWN!!!

haha speaking of which, it was super noisy, super loud, and I swear my neighbours were for sure irritated. 

(they're complaining half of the whole time ever since we moved in anyways)